yea right...
What the fuck have I done? You won't answer the phone when i call, you won't talk to me at all, what have I done this time? You feel used? By who? Me, Sharina? If it is me, then how have I used you? I want to know, because I value your friendship more than any material thing that can be named. I know it's a long shot, and that this will probably never even reach your eyes, but I have to know, what the fuck have i done to you? If I know what I've done, then I can do something about it, and maybe you'll be able to forgive me. If you can't, then at least give me some fucking peace of mind, and let me get on with my life. Teach me to never have someone so close to me that my happiness depends on them. That is the only lesson that I have learned from this three month long silence.