May 31, 2009 22:48
la la la la la la.
i feel like i should say something or update this, but i know lacey is the only one that reads it hahaha.
and i pretty much keep her 1000% updated on life anyway so it's not necessary.
i don't really know. lol. i'm living. breathing. you know, the same old.
if something momentous occurs i'll be sure to say something...
i guess the only thing on my mind is that i hope things turn around for everyone.
kathleen's starting to get herself together a bit, spending time with maria and her boyfriend a lot more often instead of the old group who basically blow ass. but idk. it takes time. i mean. nothing to say nothing to do.
i feel like i'm kind of walking around in circles, to be honest.
there's a nagging feeling inside that's kind of telling me that there's something not quite finished.
i don't know what it is but i'm trying to figure it out. it's bothering me a lot, actually.
it's like something big standing in the way of me moving forward, and in all honesty, it's making me really unhappy.
idk. it's not like anything's terrible in my life or anything, in fact it's all pretty much perfect.
but idk. it's just that thing again. >.< maybe my mom was right when she said i was crazy lol.
idk we'll see, i guess.
kinda wish i had some patented laceytime so we could just chat it up like the old days, back when all we wanted to do was save the world hahaha. but you know, two separate lives, etc. so. idk, i guess it's about standing on my own two feet when i don't quite know how.
give it time, i guess. >.