Nov 21, 2008 21:53
I struggle with accepting responsibility of my failures and mistakes because I am a perfectionist.
I've been living so long with the expectation of being perfect, the NEED to fulfill every mistake my parents made for the better.
I worry and push things aside because my fear of failure, thus accomplishing nothing, and doing worse because of it.
Now it's time to find who I am.
Teach myself that I everything I do can be wonderful, without being "perfect."
Because nobody is perfect.
I was the kid who drew pictures for hours, and when a line was out of place, I would destroy it with my tiny fingers, claiming how terrible it was, when in reality, there was nothing wrong with it.
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