Dec 15, 2004 19:09
well i lost a friend today. yeah, it sucks, but she had no right to say what she said to me. the end.
um what else? oh yeah, today was the worst day of my life. but that just seems to be the case these days. i don't know why i'm so unhappy, actually i do but it would take a while to write about. i've touched base on it before but not really. i have no one that i can really talk about it with except maybe rachel. she knows exactly what i'm talking about because she's gone through it too and fashion would not be the same without her. and my mom of course. i tell my mom everything.
sweetness by jimmy eat world is playing somewhere in my house and it reminded me of young life because they've played it at the beginning sometimes. and theres no young life tonight. :(
i neeeeeeed christmas break so bad. i need christmas. i need a reason to be happy. i need to be happy.
my dad - i hate him. he's part of the reason i've been at an all time low these past few days.