the road outside my house is paved with good intentions.
i've realized that i have wasted so much time in denial.
call me the queen of repression.
i can nod and smile and forget like nothing ever happened.
i've lied to myself and others so much that there are things that part of me knows happened that i can't convince the other part of me of.
here's the dirty truth, alright: my regrets are eating me alive on the inside.
and i am letting them go, as of today.
i can't live, denying the things that i can't do anything about.
they happened, but they don't have to haunt me.
i made mistakes, but i am working toward never making some again, and fixing the ones i can.
it's really all i know to do...
and let's hope that this helps.
all i want to do is (finally) feel truly good about myself and start to live my life for today, not waiting for a better day.