stupid girl, i should've known.
taylor swift teaches the best lessons.
i'm not a princess, and this isn't a fairytale.
so why did i actually think that i could have what i wanted for once?
it seems like i pick the worst person and the worst situation to put myself in and then i fall.
BAM!
damn wanting your best friends' ex and getting called on it.
damn wanting anyone.
i was not designed to be loved or to even have a relationship.
bottom line.
end. of. story.
and i'm not trying to seem all emo and bullshit... i'm actually normally a pretty happy person.
i've just come to the realization that i am incapable of finding love or a relationship that has potential of love.
it's not my looks, because people much uglier than me have found love.
my personality seems fine... i mean i have a lot of friends and all, and people with wayyyy shittier personalities than mine find people to love and be loved by.
i. am. just. not. made. to. be. loved.
and it hurts.
on a planet of six billion plus, i am the odd man (er, woman) out.
i'm not a princess, and this isn't a fairytale.
so why did i actually think that i could have what i wanted for once?
it seems like i pick the worst person and the worst situation to put myself in and then i fall.
BAM!
damn wanting your best friends' ex and getting called on it.
damn wanting anyone.
i was not designed to be loved or to even have a relationship.
bottom line.
end. of. story.
and i'm not trying to seem all emo and bullshit... i'm actually normally a pretty happy person.
i've just come to the realization that i am incapable of finding love or a relationship that has potential of love.
it's not my looks, because people much uglier than me have found love.
my personality seems fine... i mean i have a lot of friends and all, and people with wayyyy shittier personalities than mine find people to love and be loved by.
i. am. just. not. made. to. be. loved.
and it hurts.
on a planet of six billion plus, i am the odd man (er, woman) out.