don't tell me the worst is over now.
i'm feeling so nostalgic lately.
missing my childhood... hell, just missing last year.
even though i have forgiven myself, i fucked up a lot this past year.
it all started in october of last year, but i think finally, this october, the cycle is broken.
i'm not the same as i was.
i made a lot of mistakes, but they made me who i am, and made the present be what it is.
and although it's not perfect, life has been so good these days.
i'm just looking forward to the coming months.
cool weather, the holidays.
happy times.
plenty of time for friends and family and a whole lot of fun.
i need that.
the past year, especially from october 07 to late april 08 was such a roller coaster.
and now that things are better, it'll be nice to spend the holidays enjoying all the people who have stood by me.
missing my childhood... hell, just missing last year.
even though i have forgiven myself, i fucked up a lot this past year.
it all started in october of last year, but i think finally, this october, the cycle is broken.
i'm not the same as i was.
i made a lot of mistakes, but they made me who i am, and made the present be what it is.
and although it's not perfect, life has been so good these days.
i'm just looking forward to the coming months.
cool weather, the holidays.
happy times.
plenty of time for friends and family and a whole lot of fun.
i need that.
the past year, especially from october 07 to late april 08 was such a roller coaster.
and now that things are better, it'll be nice to spend the holidays enjoying all the people who have stood by me.