Feb 07, 2005 20:49
Well...it's only eight days until surgery. The clocks keeps tickin down, my knee keeps feeling worse. As the days go by, I realize I truly need this surgery. Steps are harder to walk up, and when I was on my knees digging thru a cabinet the other day, Laura needed to help me get up. Pathetic, isn't it?
In other news, I was able to have two consecutive lessons without a cancellation by Jack. I'm learning a lot with this guy, hes twenty times better than the Guitar Guild. I'm working on the song "Machine Head."
Hm...
I've come to the point where I can't dwell. That, along with paranoia, have been my downfall in life. I'm working on the both. I have to look foward. You must be willing to surrender what you are for what you could become.