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IMPORTANT MESSAGE:
okay. for all of you that know me, you know that i never post on livejournal. so for me to do so, you know something has to really been bothering me.
Here is all i have to say. I'm sick of all this bullshit between my friends. EVERYONE needs to look in the fucking mirror or better yet look at each other and realize all the shit we've gone through together. and frankly speaking it pisses me off beyond belief what we are doing to each other. Its so stupid.
I started writing this when i was pissed off and now i find my self crying cause it kills me how we treat each other sometimes. Of course there are little things in each of you that get to me and i know its the same for you, but you know what i realized that all those things just make you who you are and they make me love you more.
And i think of John and how me and him always fought and i regret that sometimes because i could have had so many more memories with him than what i have. And dont you realize that the same thing could happen to any of us at any time and do you think these little fights are worth losing one of your best friends over. And think about if something bad happens ot one of us and you think "man, why did we do that , thats so stupid" cause i gaurantee thats how you will feel, cause thats how i feel with John.
I just wanted to tell everyone how fucking ridiculous all of this is , everything....everyone needs to seriously LET IT GO! Not say you let it go and still be pissed aobut it. seriously let it go or talk about it and come to an understanding and get over it. Cause its not that big of a fucking deal.
okay. for all of you that know me, you know that i never post on livejournal. so for me to do so, you know something has to really been bothering me.
Here is all i have to say. I'm sick of all this bullshit between my friends. EVERYONE needs to look in the fucking mirror or better yet look at each other and realize all the shit we've gone through together. and frankly speaking it pisses me off beyond belief what we are doing to each other. Its so stupid.
I started writing this when i was pissed off and now i find my self crying cause it kills me how we treat each other sometimes. Of course there are little things in each of you that get to me and i know its the same for you, but you know what i realized that all those things just make you who you are and they make me love you more.
And i think of John and how me and him always fought and i regret that sometimes because i could have had so many more memories with him than what i have. And dont you realize that the same thing could happen to any of us at any time and do you think these little fights are worth losing one of your best friends over. And think about if something bad happens ot one of us and you think "man, why did we do that , thats so stupid" cause i gaurantee thats how you will feel, cause thats how i feel with John.
I just wanted to tell everyone how fucking ridiculous all of this is , everything....everyone needs to seriously LET IT GO! Not say you let it go and still be pissed aobut it. seriously let it go or talk about it and come to an understanding and get over it. Cause its not that big of a fucking deal.