Okay so I have a few goals that I want to accomplish this summer. Wish me luck homies:
- Learn to let go (especially certain people) and accept change. I think that I've been hanging on to certain people and ideas for too long. It's really time for me to take a few steps forward in my life and find my own niche. People change, and circumstances change so why can't I?
- I'm trying my best to become more positive towards myself and others. I am pretty much my own worst critic, I seriously need to cut that out. I tend to 'pre-judge' a lot of things before actually knowing sometimes.
- Get A's for all three finals in August. I ain't giving up my damn summer for nothing less!
- Get some sun, show some leg, and lose a few pounds. It's summer! I shouldn't be a freaking hermit!
- Gain more confidence. This is a definite MUST!!
P.S. My Neighbour Totoro is this the cutest thing EVER!
P.S.S. Physics = confusion.
P.S.S.S. I keep having these dreams with people from my past and it's getting a bit annoying now. It gets me wondering, why now? Even some people I wasn't even close to. I want to live in the here and now. These dreams give me a nostalgic feeling and I'm getting sick of it. I guess it's because I'm not completely happy with my life right now and at the back of my mind I have a lot of what if's. It's weird. I've been missing Jamaica a lot. But like when I'm there I feel so out of place and locked up. I'm so fucking confused. I've never completely felt at home in Canada I guess...