Aug 12, 2011 20:52
who the fucking else are we supposed to write for?
so kam just left. and david's next by the end of the month. and elaine will follow by mid-september. and probably jd too. so that leaves me, anna, and lani. and francee. so far. the past month's been emotionally charged and i don't even know how july ended, really. i'm sad but i've decided to stay. because for lack of a better way of saying it, i haven't reached that point when all you can really say is "enough."
because seriously, i haven't exhausted everything. however, it's tiring to have to come up with ways to one-up people so i'm taking the zen route: you can die in a corner and i won't care. i'm tired of talking about things that won't get resolved. i'm tired of listening to whiny people. i'm tired of dealing with people who don't have the guts to just up and leave and flip them the finger and never look back.
i've come to really realize that the more i give someone a chance, the more they end up proving me right all along. bakit ba kasi may mga di naman kagandahan tapos ang pangit pa ng ugali? sabi nga ni lourd, umasta lang ayon sa ganda. palpak na palpak ka na, gurl. ewan kung makakabawi ka pa.
basta. i'm off to sushi tomorrow. and a birthday party on sunday. and maybe find a damn plant already. good vibes come to me!!! i hope the weekend's a good one :)