Inactive but still here (oh life I sort of love you)
So yea, the title says it all.
I've been getting pretty lucky recently when it comes to livejournal and finding new cool people (and crushing on new people ;)), so I decided NOT to just leave because that seems a bit immature. Also, the birls community kind of...makes me feel restrained in a way. There's all these attractive people posting, but sometimes I cannot relate to the things they are saying and seem to have the opposite view of things. Plus having internet crushes via livejournal, isn't healthy I guess haha.
I just wont put anything personal public anymore. If you came across my journal and would like to get to know me, you can comment this entry/ IM me. I would also appreciate anyone who is my "friend" on here to comment my protected entries to let me know that you are viewing them, but if not I'll be deleting some people.
I'm also getting out of some hiatus. During that time, I was very bad to myself and was very negative. Its time to regain myself and start thinking positive and not thinking I'm stuck being such a bad person in an on going cycle (of people who seem to not be able to care enough). This cycle, shouldn't be blamed on my inner self/personality. No one should ever tell you anything otherwise. Standards are there for a reason, and I intend on keeping them. My advice for anyone in similar situations: It shouldn't be HARD to like/love someone.
I also met someone new, and shes giving me a new prospective to everything. I honestly never met someone who was so responsive and understanding of such issues.
I'll be back to my old self in no time.
I'm digging this whole structured paragraph thing for writing in my entries. I was tempted to number them, but I resisted.
I sort of went picture crazy.
Roosevelt Island, NYC
I was jumping/ doing carwheels for HOURS. It was our own little photoshoot haha. I'm so glad I have the ability to do such jumps.
Far Rockaway Beach, NYC
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Random Party Friends backyard
(yes thats the new lady. it was hot so pictures aren't all that great in that situation haha.)
Central Park, NYC
I've been getting pretty lucky recently when it comes to livejournal and finding new cool people (and crushing on new people ;)), so I decided NOT to just leave because that seems a bit immature. Also, the birls community kind of...makes me feel restrained in a way. There's all these attractive people posting, but sometimes I cannot relate to the things they are saying and seem to have the opposite view of things. Plus having internet crushes via livejournal, isn't healthy I guess haha.
I just wont put anything personal public anymore. If you came across my journal and would like to get to know me, you can comment this entry/ IM me. I would also appreciate anyone who is my "friend" on here to comment my protected entries to let me know that you are viewing them, but if not I'll be deleting some people.
I'm also getting out of some hiatus. During that time, I was very bad to myself and was very negative. Its time to regain myself and start thinking positive and not thinking I'm stuck being such a bad person in an on going cycle (of people who seem to not be able to care enough). This cycle, shouldn't be blamed on my inner self/personality. No one should ever tell you anything otherwise. Standards are there for a reason, and I intend on keeping them. My advice for anyone in similar situations: It shouldn't be HARD to like/love someone.
I also met someone new, and shes giving me a new prospective to everything. I honestly never met someone who was so responsive and understanding of such issues.
I'll be back to my old self in no time.
I'm digging this whole structured paragraph thing for writing in my entries. I was tempted to number them, but I resisted.
I sort of went picture crazy.
Roosevelt Island, NYC
I was jumping/ doing carwheels for HOURS. It was our own little photoshoot haha. I'm so glad I have the ability to do such jumps.
Far Rockaway Beach, NYC
I'
Random Party Friends backyard
(yes thats the new lady. it was hot so pictures aren't all that great in that situation haha.)
Central Park, NYC