Mini
I often wonder if I will ever like what I see, if I will ever feel satisfied. No matter the weight that has been lifted or the bones that may show if it's ever enough, and that is unsettling. I don't know if I can ever even be what I think I want to be.. I've always had such trouble with long term satisfaction, with this just being one of the examples.
My head hurts, I feel like I'm lucky but I feel off, sticking like an old habit.
Your life is so much like your past sounded to be since I last saw you, you are in a different place but inside back to a familiar one. I don't know if you'll find what you need in someone else or in yourself, but I know if we continue on it is inevitable to come across something. But to answer your question I am well, fighting my own demons but thankful.