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[dearbeautiful__]

i miss..

-summer
- hanging out with vanessa & blane
- sam
- hanging out with mike, dan, etc
- hanging out with heather & saraH
- the elks
- the saugus kids
- walking everywhere, and always having somewhere to go
- hanging out w/ kristy & ashley
- vanessa
- janelle, jenn, claire
- lauren [i wish you lived closer dear!]
- mike, chuck, ben, julia

.. i wish things could be like old days.
minus drama and whatnot
i really have no friends anymore.
i just sit at home all day online
hoping maybe someone will call me and/or ask me to hang out

and next year i'm going to college
basicly starting all over
it'll be a crazy experiance
i'm actually afraid, even tho i dont care about college so much
i'm very like.. weird about it
i don't care about college, i just care about making friends
cause i dont have any
i am lonely, even tho i'm not alone
i have tons of "friends" but i dont hang out them
i dont understand.

I'm glad I have a





































.. there are tons more that i could of posted, but honestly, i just got lazy .