frustration....
so first i wake up and go to get gavin out of his room and hes wide awake but for some reason doesnt want to get up...so he just sat in his room whining for like 20 min. and then fell back asleep. i can't find my medication and ive looked in every spot i put it in...which is now making me antsy as fuck...cuz i only have like 20 more minutes to take it. I have no idea what happens to shit in this place...mikes keys are gone, my meds are gone, clothes are missing...its like wtf! lol its the gnomes!
now that i cant have my meds i really want my starbucks! im supposed to go out and apply for jobs today but i think im gonna wait til tomorrow...without my meds i wont have the patience or the energy, esp. when i have Gavin with me. I can barely take him into a store for more than 10 minutes...he always wants out, wants to play with everything, throws fits when he cant have certain things...and hes even pulled a little kids hair that walked past the shopping cart before...i dont know how he turned out to be such a bully and such a monster. We dont ever pull hair so why would he think to do it, its beyond me. The moms response was "oh cmon your brothers do way worse things to you than that lets go!" and i was thinking "wow what a great mom!" lol.
So I think I've picked up on a few things I should work with Gavin on, I went to babycenter.com they are a very helpful website. He's hit 7/10 milestones for his age and i think im going to discuss more with my Dr. I should have taken Gavin to his hearing screening last month but after working in that department and seeing how the kids have to take the tests, I didn't think Gavin would have the slightest clue or be very helpful in the testing process what so ever. They make you play games where you stack blocks when you hear the noises or something, Gavin would be throwing them, making up his own games, talking in monster language...this kid has to have some form of ADD and when he gets older...i WILL NOT be suprised if he does. I just to go check on him in the shower, hes very independant and likes private time, he was peeing so I told him your going peepee...cuz he hasnt quite grasped peeing as much as pooing and he goes "NO WAY!" lol helluv funny....he does say things sometimes but then you'll never hear him say it again.
now that i cant have my meds i really want my starbucks! im supposed to go out and apply for jobs today but i think im gonna wait til tomorrow...without my meds i wont have the patience or the energy, esp. when i have Gavin with me. I can barely take him into a store for more than 10 minutes...he always wants out, wants to play with everything, throws fits when he cant have certain things...and hes even pulled a little kids hair that walked past the shopping cart before...i dont know how he turned out to be such a bully and such a monster. We dont ever pull hair so why would he think to do it, its beyond me. The moms response was "oh cmon your brothers do way worse things to you than that lets go!" and i was thinking "wow what a great mom!" lol.
So I think I've picked up on a few things I should work with Gavin on, I went to babycenter.com they are a very helpful website. He's hit 7/10 milestones for his age and i think im going to discuss more with my Dr. I should have taken Gavin to his hearing screening last month but after working in that department and seeing how the kids have to take the tests, I didn't think Gavin would have the slightest clue or be very helpful in the testing process what so ever. They make you play games where you stack blocks when you hear the noises or something, Gavin would be throwing them, making up his own games, talking in monster language...this kid has to have some form of ADD and when he gets older...i WILL NOT be suprised if he does. I just to go check on him in the shower, hes very independant and likes private time, he was peeing so I told him your going peepee...cuz he hasnt quite grasped peeing as much as pooing and he goes "NO WAY!" lol helluv funny....he does say things sometimes but then you'll never hear him say it again.