May 07, 2008 16:12
I'm giving up. It seems that that's really all I can do.
I'm fat, not athletic. I mean, I'm not inept at sports, but I haven't really found one that I really fit into. I can't sing at all, so I don't even know if I want to do drama next year. It's completely pointless. Lindsey doesn't like me, and won't give me a good part. I'm not talented. All I can do is speech and drama. And really, what good is that?
I'm just fed up completely. I did something last night that I never thought I would do ever again. But I'm so desperate it's insane. I think I need help, and none of my friends will listen.