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Dear You,
I'm seriously starting to think that I'm not just imagining it but that I really do make you nervous for some odd reason. If it's the RBF and the fact that I don't really say much that's making you nervous around me, I promise it's just anxiety and how my face sits in a neutral position. If it's something else, well...idk what to do about that (the aforementioned anxiety doesn't help, nor does the fact that I especially tend to clam up around men as smoking hot as you are...ijs). Hopefully in time I can move past the anxiety-induced silence/few words and actually properly talk to you. Then again, for me the whole "anxiety=not saying much" kinda works out...the less I say, the less likely I am to say something thirsty af stupid in front of you. Also whatever you had on today (be it cologne or something else)...holy shit it smelled amazing and I hope you wear it the next time you come by, whenever that may be.
Thirstily AF behind the anxiety-caused silence and RBF,
Me
Dear You,
I really hope that the lifelines you've reached out to are able to help in time. It would make me sad to see you go (and not just because I absolutely adore your pets although ngl, that is part of it). I really hope things work out in your favor because shit's hard for everyone right now it seems and it would be nice to see some good news for a change. (And also because you're cute af but that's kinda beside the point)
With hope,
Me
I'm seriously starting to think that I'm not just imagining it but that I really do make you nervous for some odd reason. If it's the RBF and the fact that I don't really say much that's making you nervous around me, I promise it's just anxiety and how my face sits in a neutral position. If it's something else, well...idk what to do about that (the aforementioned anxiety doesn't help, nor does the fact that I especially tend to clam up around men as smoking hot as you are...ijs). Hopefully in time I can move past the anxiety-induced silence/few words and actually properly talk to you. Then again, for me the whole "anxiety=not saying much" kinda works out...the less I say, the less likely I am to say something thirsty af stupid in front of you. Also whatever you had on today (be it cologne or something else)...holy shit it smelled amazing and I hope you wear it the next time you come by, whenever that may be.
Thirstily AF behind the anxiety-caused silence and RBF,
Me
Dear You,
I really hope that the lifelines you've reached out to are able to help in time. It would make me sad to see you go (and not just because I absolutely adore your pets although ngl, that is part of it). I really hope things work out in your favor because shit's hard for everyone right now it seems and it would be nice to see some good news for a change. (And also because you're cute af but that's kinda beside the point)
With hope,
Me