the first of none....
One of those moments...
Thinking: shall I let it all go? emotionaly disconnect??
"everything was going so good i thought something bad might happen.."
This morning on the couch I was singing him an old favorite, the one I sing when I love you...The rain was hitting the tiny windows..."You make me happy when skys are gray" he staired up at me, waiting...I was too...."and?"his eye brows raised, giggles and the uttering of "not yet Babybaby.."
The drive in this afternoon in the rain made this day almost as much as Candys news that she's taking Ollie with her over here....Oh how I cannot wait.!
First close alone, one year from the land being found and all is well...I'm alone for the first night in the apt and honestly there is nothing I need more...You know I've realized we all need happiness no matter the pain then, now or to be!!!
Thinking: shall I let it all go? emotionaly disconnect??
"everything was going so good i thought something bad might happen.."
This morning on the couch I was singing him an old favorite, the one I sing when I love you...The rain was hitting the tiny windows..."You make me happy when skys are gray" he staired up at me, waiting...I was too...."and?"his eye brows raised, giggles and the uttering of "not yet Babybaby.."
The drive in this afternoon in the rain made this day almost as much as Candys news that she's taking Ollie with her over here....Oh how I cannot wait.!
First close alone, one year from the land being found and all is well...I'm alone for the first night in the apt and honestly there is nothing I need more...You know I've realized we all need happiness no matter the pain then, now or to be!!!