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I'm confused and don't know what to do.
1: I want to quit my job but I like the people there.
2: Can't decide if I want to go to the Ren. Fest or not.
3: Want to practice but don't want to spend time in front of the piano.
4: Don't want to study but need to.
5: I want to go to sleep but I'm not tired.
Worst of all: I feel like I need a girlfriend but don't want to be in a relationship, however, I still keep looking out for possible girls. From that last girl I got a friend, as well as the girl before her, because I always seem to like girls who are seeing someone. There is a pianist at school I've thought of asking out several times but her teeth turn me off. I don't know if I could get past that.
I'm thinking that I should go off of my meds. I can't find my pills anyways, so why bother looking? WHo cares if they make me feel better?
Do all 21 year olds go through life as a living contradiction?
1: I want to quit my job but I like the people there.
2: Can't decide if I want to go to the Ren. Fest or not.
3: Want to practice but don't want to spend time in front of the piano.
4: Don't want to study but need to.
5: I want to go to sleep but I'm not tired.
Worst of all: I feel like I need a girlfriend but don't want to be in a relationship, however, I still keep looking out for possible girls. From that last girl I got a friend, as well as the girl before her, because I always seem to like girls who are seeing someone. There is a pianist at school I've thought of asking out several times but her teeth turn me off. I don't know if I could get past that.
I'm thinking that I should go off of my meds. I can't find my pills anyways, so why bother looking? WHo cares if they make me feel better?
Do all 21 year olds go through life as a living contradiction?