Jun 29, 2005 04:03
I feel so lovey dovey lately.
Am I in love?
He's all I think about now. Just...the all around boyness of him. Mmmm...boy.
Last night I had a dream. I think I thought I was awake and that I was thinking about the dream I thought I had had earlier.
If that makes any sense.
But in my dream, I was having sex on the beach. And all I remember was the kissing. Too bad I was dreaming of having sex with my "best friend" (a boy).
But it was just so sexy and I felt so in love.
Everytime I'm with him I want him. But I've only hung out with him twice. But when I'm not with him I just want a boy. Like the one we saw today. A strapping, young, studly boy. Haha.
I know it's going to be such good times and I'll be so happy when I finally find someone, but I just want it to happen now. Waiting longer may mean better lovin', I know, but I just want a boyfriend.
Marriage wil be good, I know, but how am I ever going to experience that if I never have a boyfriend?
A boy: I just want one, damn it.