Holy Crap! I miss writing!
Man oh man! It's been so long since I've written (at least to me) but I can't even write too much today. I must admit that I'm on my mom's computer. God... saying that makes me sound so pathetic, but here's why I'm not. I'm just stupid and left my computer and messenger bag in a whole other state. Yep! I did it... Left my computer, my phone charger, two books I've been reading that are very urgent to read for me, and my journal :( At least it's where I used to work, so I think it'll be safe at the temple. But I just hope they don't read any of it! The monk already had to flip through it to find the directions for me while I was driving to the other side of the USA. Yes... I left the directions at the temple that I was leaving. The monk found them, told me them, but then I found out later that they looked through it at my drawings! I'm just glad...or at least I hope... that no one read my entry about dreaming I was Jubilee from the Xmen with a vibe
I LOVE the movie Bruno!
I got it for Xmas from my uncle whom I love dearly, and I must say that if any other relative would have gotten me that, well I would have been embarrassed and would have wondered why they thought I would like that movie. But my uncle, well...he gets me and I understand him. We're more like friends who happen to be related than the other way around.
Another thing I really want to write about is my huge crush! i hate to say it, but I'm as giggly as a school girl about this old highschool crush who's re-entered my life. I wish I could tell him that he's been on my mind so much, that saying no to him years ago is a decision I have always looked back and wondered "what if?" about, that I only said no because I was afraid of getting close and was afraid of what others would think, that I was stupid, that I'm different now but still wishing to have him with me in more that one way... OH my god... I have to stop writing about this. I am getting nervous about wanting to say this all to him... and excited about the idea of having him, to be honest, within me. *totally blushing* Shit...okay
Well that's all for now. God I can't wait to have my computer back!!!!
BTW!! I got an autographed photo of Richard Simmons in the mail from Richard himself! :) He replied to an email I sent him on his website. I wanted to tell him how great he is in everything he does for all those who he meets. He really is so inspirational!
I LOVE the movie Bruno!
I got it for Xmas from my uncle whom I love dearly, and I must say that if any other relative would have gotten me that, well I would have been embarrassed and would have wondered why they thought I would like that movie. But my uncle, well...he gets me and I understand him. We're more like friends who happen to be related than the other way around.
Another thing I really want to write about is my huge crush! i hate to say it, but I'm as giggly as a school girl about this old highschool crush who's re-entered my life. I wish I could tell him that he's been on my mind so much, that saying no to him years ago is a decision I have always looked back and wondered "what if?" about, that I only said no because I was afraid of getting close and was afraid of what others would think, that I was stupid, that I'm different now but still wishing to have him with me in more that one way... OH my god... I have to stop writing about this. I am getting nervous about wanting to say this all to him... and excited about the idea of having him, to be honest, within me. *totally blushing* Shit...okay
Well that's all for now. God I can't wait to have my computer back!!!!
BTW!! I got an autographed photo of Richard Simmons in the mail from Richard himself! :) He replied to an email I sent him on his website. I wanted to tell him how great he is in everything he does for all those who he meets. He really is so inspirational!