Meatloaf saves the day Again!!
So I've been goign insane and I don't know why. I will appologize in advance because I'm not going to reread this and spell check and edit. I have too much on my mind, and that is why Meatloaf is my savior today. I've been going insane with ideas, confusion, mental issues and physical issues. I'm not sick or anything thank god. But I do have to say fuck hormones, sexual drive, and all around god damn horniness.!!! It's enough to make a girl wish she were a guy so she could fuck someone and not have to worry about the 9 month problem that can come from it. Fuck Pregnancy and babies and being a woman. I want a dick and I want to go to town with it! ... Anywho I'm destracted as you can tell by sex. Along with that I've been worrying about getting an apartment when I only make $7.50 an hour and 13 hours a week which is something like $350 a month. I don't have a calculator nor do I really care, but thinking about spending $275 on rent and... idunno like $50 on internet which leave $25 :(....Shit this is worse than I thought!!! So yeah I've been worrying and freaking the fuck out and losing sleep and just feeling like I'm insane. Oh but yeah Meatloaf...
Meatloaf and Troeg's Dreamweaver Wheat Beer and exercize makes it all better! I feel at ease and energized and if my aunt weren't here I'd go for a jog around the block. She'd worry though.. :( Sometimes that is annoying. I almost want to go to work drunk tomorrow but I know that's a fucking horrible idea. But to quote Meatloaf.... wait I have to listen to the song to remember... "Who am I, why am I here? Forget the questions someone give me another beer! What's the meaning of life what's the meaning of it all? You gotta learn to dance before you learn to crawl." I'm enjoying tonight, and I'm making the day better by doing what I want to the extent that I can! So I can't run around like a loon in this over-rated neighborhoood.... well I can run on a treadmill and exercise-bike 3 miles until I feel better. I can blare Meatloaf, think of dirty thoughts, and god damn it I hope I can have a fucking good dream for a change instead of the fucked up shit dreams I've been having! I had a dream about a squirrel that was hit by a car and had its torn muscles and bone sticking out of its side. It was in my aunt's backyard and tons of cats tried to kill it. The neighbor ended up scaring off the cats and I think shooting it. Yeah! Those are the dreams that have messed up 3 weeks of sleep. Now I feel super tired to the point that I am feeling so wired. You know that joult (I don't know how to spell that) before you crash.
You know what I forgot where I was going because I'm tired. Basically Meatloaf has relieved me from some stress and I am so grateful for that. I think I might want to get a Meatloaf tattoo but I'm too indecisive about tattoos. Oh well :) Yeah Meatloaf!
Meatloaf and Troeg's Dreamweaver Wheat Beer and exercize makes it all better! I feel at ease and energized and if my aunt weren't here I'd go for a jog around the block. She'd worry though.. :( Sometimes that is annoying. I almost want to go to work drunk tomorrow but I know that's a fucking horrible idea. But to quote Meatloaf.... wait I have to listen to the song to remember... "Who am I, why am I here? Forget the questions someone give me another beer! What's the meaning of life what's the meaning of it all? You gotta learn to dance before you learn to crawl." I'm enjoying tonight, and I'm making the day better by doing what I want to the extent that I can! So I can't run around like a loon in this over-rated neighborhoood.... well I can run on a treadmill and exercise-bike 3 miles until I feel better. I can blare Meatloaf, think of dirty thoughts, and god damn it I hope I can have a fucking good dream for a change instead of the fucked up shit dreams I've been having! I had a dream about a squirrel that was hit by a car and had its torn muscles and bone sticking out of its side. It was in my aunt's backyard and tons of cats tried to kill it. The neighbor ended up scaring off the cats and I think shooting it. Yeah! Those are the dreams that have messed up 3 weeks of sleep. Now I feel super tired to the point that I am feeling so wired. You know that joult (I don't know how to spell that) before you crash.
You know what I forgot where I was going because I'm tired. Basically Meatloaf has relieved me from some stress and I am so grateful for that. I think I might want to get a Meatloaf tattoo but I'm too indecisive about tattoos. Oh well :) Yeah Meatloaf!