perdon
i hate that i get upset and take it personally when i feel like my friends ignore me because they have other new friends and new lives.
i've been trying to not let this bother me and get over it for practically two years in varying degrees and circumstances
but even now when i ALMOST have my own new life and my own new friends...i just can't seem to.
is that bad, or pathetic, or what?
it kind of just makes me want to cry sometimes.
i don't want to be annoying, i hate that too. but i love my old friends more than my new friends.
is that so bad?
it just makes me sad they don't feel the same way, or that if they do they don't find the time to act on it.
either way, i shouldn't expect them to.
so why do i?
p.s. this isn't about YOU, whoever you are if you think it is. but at the same time it is because it's about everyone.
but not even.
it's just a general sentiment really.
i've been trying to not let this bother me and get over it for practically two years in varying degrees and circumstances
but even now when i ALMOST have my own new life and my own new friends...i just can't seem to.
is that bad, or pathetic, or what?
it kind of just makes me want to cry sometimes.
i don't want to be annoying, i hate that too. but i love my old friends more than my new friends.
is that so bad?
it just makes me sad they don't feel the same way, or that if they do they don't find the time to act on it.
either way, i shouldn't expect them to.
so why do i?
p.s. this isn't about YOU, whoever you are if you think it is. but at the same time it is because it's about everyone.
but not even.
it's just a general sentiment really.