sick tub tub
so steven decided that my new name is tub tub. haha cute. i'm sick... its no fun at all. i stayed home yesterday and that was really boring so i came to school today but now i think that was a bad idea. i'm in photo class right now. bored... really bored. i brought my huge bottle of red powerade and a box of kleenex and tylenol and cough drops... its keeping me alive haha. maybe ill stay home tomorrow. mellisa was definately right in her last post. everyone has a boy right now. i mean, im okay with being alone right now but its just weird. steven makes me so happy... i just cant help but think about how close i was to actually losing him completely. he's the one person that i feel cloesest to in my life. i cant believe i made such i big mistake... what was i thinking? man, that was so stupid. but i finally realized that i gave up something so amazing for a man whore who doesnt give a shit about who he fucks, as long as it has a vagina. fuckin shit. my once-a-week-streak with good 'ol mary jane is goin strong haha. i can see myself getting way into it tho so i gotta be careful. i've decided that its so much better than drinking so yea.
December nights went good. friday night was awesome. but then saturday night it rained so we only did one and a half shows and then we went home. i went with ele even tho im sick and we walked a mile and a half in the poring rain to henry's car. thats probly why im still sick. oh well.
...i need a hug
December nights went good. friday night was awesome. but then saturday night it rained so we only did one and a half shows and then we went home. i went with ele even tho im sick and we walked a mile and a half in the poring rain to henry's car. thats probly why im still sick. oh well.
...i need a hug