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I know this is stupid, but I sometimes worry I'm going to die. I know that I'm not going to. I know its just anxiety. But I feel so weak. I'm just so tired all the time. And when I'm not tired, I'm super wired. But my heart beats so fast all the time. I feel like I'm constantly having panic attacks. My chest is so tight and my heart beat is so hard. I try to eat more, but I can't. I'm being cooked the best food I've ever had in my life and I'm struggling to eat it. I have no energy. Even now, my heart is just beating and beating and beating. My whole body aches with sadness.