FM April topic: Write about your siblings
//locked from everyone//
So, I have a sister that Dad never told us about. To be fair it seemed like this was a recent discovery for him too. Something was up with communication and he wasn't getting our calls and emails anymore than we were getting his. Alex isn't that much younger than Sam which is what is fucking with me more than anything. I guess I get it. Grief will make you do fucked up things. I kept trying to get Sammy to get back in the saddle after Jess die. Maybe this was some kind of payback for that, or maybe it's just different when it's my dad versus my brother.
I was quiet during the meeting. Barely said much to Sam, Dad or Alex, but I figured I was entitled to keep my feelings to myself right now. I need time to figure this out before I trust myself to speak with any of them about it. I know Sam wants to lay into Dad, but he can do it without me. Anything I need to say to Dad can be said between just him and me. I probably should try and get to know Alex, but I need a little time to digest this information. There is a case or two to throw myself into so that is what I plan to do. Sam can knock off the puppy eyes cause I don't have shit to say right now. Until I'm ready to talk I'm just going to go about things business as usual. I have a little sister on top of a little brother, but it really doesn't change shit. I'm still the big brother and what I say goes.
So, I have a sister that Dad never told us about. To be fair it seemed like this was a recent discovery for him too. Something was up with communication and he wasn't getting our calls and emails anymore than we were getting his. Alex isn't that much younger than Sam which is what is fucking with me more than anything. I guess I get it. Grief will make you do fucked up things. I kept trying to get Sammy to get back in the saddle after Jess die. Maybe this was some kind of payback for that, or maybe it's just different when it's my dad versus my brother.
I was quiet during the meeting. Barely said much to Sam, Dad or Alex, but I figured I was entitled to keep my feelings to myself right now. I need time to figure this out before I trust myself to speak with any of them about it. I know Sam wants to lay into Dad, but he can do it without me. Anything I need to say to Dad can be said between just him and me. I probably should try and get to know Alex, but I need a little time to digest this information. There is a case or two to throw myself into so that is what I plan to do. Sam can knock off the puppy eyes cause I don't have shit to say right now. Until I'm ready to talk I'm just going to go about things business as usual. I have a little sister on top of a little brother, but it really doesn't change shit. I'm still the big brother and what I say goes.