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Dec 30, 2011 02:10



Pairing: Dean/Cas
Fandom: Supernatural
End!Verse

Dean’s eyes flicker open for a second as he wonders if this is really happening.  He’s kissing Castiel. And more shocking still, Cas is kissing him back.  When Dean first stormed back into the cabin he had no idea that he would be putting both of them in this position. They were now pressed together with Dean pushing Cas roughly against the wall as they kissed each other fiercely and hungrily.  Cas having his mouth invaded by the probing of Dean’s tongue which was desperately trying to convince him that he wasn’t going to regret this, whatever this was.

Well, Dean wasn’t sure if he really convinced Cas or if he really even believed it himself, but right now certainly wasn’t the time to think about it.  He needed Cas and he couldn’t get what he needed while he was going on about making a drunken mistake.  Dean almost commented when Cas had mentioned that.  He hadn’t had a drop of liquor since the day before and in fact was completely sober.  Insane possibly.  But sober.  But instead of informing Cas of this information he thought better of it and instead went in for a harder kiss that said shut the fuck up and kiss me.

When Dean pulls back from the kiss he is smart enough to keep the distance between them close.  The last thing he wants is Cas to think that he has changed his mind and pulling away.  He just needs a second to catch his breath and both of them stand pressed up against each other panting for air as if they had just come in from a nightly run.

Dean keeps his head down and forehead pressed against Cas’ with his eyes closed, not sure if he has the nerve to look in Castiel’s eyes.  He doesn’t know if he can handle those wide blue eyes that will be looking at him for answers when he doesn’t have any and fuck! He doesn’t even know the questions!

Dean realizes that he seems to be running the show at this point, because Cas doesn’t make any move toward continuing where they left off, but instead waits to see what Dean is going to do next.  Since Dean doesn’t know the direction it’s going or what this even means he just stands holding onto Cas for a few more minutes.  Now that impulse has stopped taking over and his heart rate is returning to normal he is lost.  A better summary of it would actually be scared shitless, but he drives the thought away with another soft kiss on Cas’ lips and when he pulls away Cas hears a soft broken sound escape his lips.

“Cas..?”

And it’s all Dean had to say.  Cas takes Dean’s hand and pulls him over to the bed.  After he pushes Dean down into a sitting position he actually helps Dean take his boots off.  He then pulls down the covers and after Dean sneaks under them, Castiel slides in comfortably beside him.  This isn’t the first time that they have slept together in the same bed.  Many times in the past Dean has skipped his own duties around Camp to look after Cas when he has gone through withdrawal from his drugs and other times when he has taken too many and had a near overdose.

This however, is the first night out of all of those nights that Castiel has kept his arm wound tight around Dean, his hand absently stroking Dean’s back while his lips barely touch Dean’s hair and forehead.
“It’s going to be okay… I promise, Dean.”  He hears Cas say soothingly. “It’s okay, you just need to sleep it off.

He still thinks I’m drunk. Dean thinks exhausted. But before he can object, he falls asleep.
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