Selfishness you get when you help others.
Okay, have you ever heard the term "No good deed goes unpunished".
That something I am very familiar with and never learn from. Blame my generouse side to dogs for being such good teachers. But I have helped some people out and just never does it seem thats its acknowledged. One scenerio a few years back. I help a friend out by feeding him yet that ASSHOLES he's hanging out with don't do this for him. Just me the overwight fat ass that cares way too much to want to get into anyones pants because everytime i look in a mirror is reason enough for me to see its useless. Well anyhow. Why do I care so much when I shouldn't? Why would I feed someone when I know the dope will hang out with people that just don't care about them? I am gonna stop caring for those that hurt themselves. I will simply tune it out because i hate to reflect on good deeds that go unheeded or noticed. Where am I punished in this, if you missed it, its the part where my deed simply gets brushed off as if I wasn't there to do that for them, that they did this on theyre own and am not owed any acknowledgement as an existing creature. Like a figment of theyre imagination as they turn to go on to theyre self destructive way.
Now thats out of my system, Go fucking screw you ass!!!! I wont help you again when this happens (I might). I rather have friends that arnt selfish or just SELFISH!. I have real friends and its allways fun to hang out with. I have alot more fun when we meet in Artists lounge and trade sketches *some just give selflessly*. Its bad that we have horrible people in furry fandom, its great when you have the good ones as friends.
That isnt the only kind of selfishness I come across so that will be another rant on another day. This Selfishness I just talked about is very very Human. its Evil and hides itself as ignorance. I see through it, people choose to not not acknowledge. Its not an impulse to ignore, its a choice.
That something I am very familiar with and never learn from. Blame my generouse side to dogs for being such good teachers. But I have helped some people out and just never does it seem thats its acknowledged. One scenerio a few years back. I help a friend out by feeding him yet that ASSHOLES he's hanging out with don't do this for him. Just me the overwight fat ass that cares way too much to want to get into anyones pants because everytime i look in a mirror is reason enough for me to see its useless. Well anyhow. Why do I care so much when I shouldn't? Why would I feed someone when I know the dope will hang out with people that just don't care about them? I am gonna stop caring for those that hurt themselves. I will simply tune it out because i hate to reflect on good deeds that go unheeded or noticed. Where am I punished in this, if you missed it, its the part where my deed simply gets brushed off as if I wasn't there to do that for them, that they did this on theyre own and am not owed any acknowledgement as an existing creature. Like a figment of theyre imagination as they turn to go on to theyre self destructive way.
Now thats out of my system, Go fucking screw you ass!!!! I wont help you again when this happens (I might). I rather have friends that arnt selfish or just SELFISH!. I have real friends and its allways fun to hang out with. I have alot more fun when we meet in Artists lounge and trade sketches *some just give selflessly*. Its bad that we have horrible people in furry fandom, its great when you have the good ones as friends.
That isnt the only kind of selfishness I come across so that will be another rant on another day. This Selfishness I just talked about is very very Human. its Evil and hides itself as ignorance. I see through it, people choose to not not acknowledge. Its not an impulse to ignore, its a choice.