God hit me over the head
Why is it that when God has a message or a point to get across, he needs to hit me over the head to do it? I mean, I am hard headed but jeez. For the past week I have been feeling guilty because I havent been going to church for a long while. At first is was becuase BK had me working every sunday morning but then they stopped and I just continued to not go to church and I knew it was wrong so I decided to go and to go to the one near my house, First baptist ruston. Well, they have a contemporary service that starts at 11 so I went to that. They have 3 guys playing electric guitars a drum player that could compete (spelling) against Scott and Steve at my old church in Bossier and i dont know who would win and it is completely awesome!! And what is the message for the day at that church for this day? Keeping the sabbath holy and going to church. I looked at the program like, "okay, I get it, you've been nagging me about going and your gonna tell me that I really need to go from now on, I get it." WEll, I continued to listen and one of the things that pastor person said was that we wouldnt call in to work because we are just too busy or tired or just dont feel like going (or atleast we wouldnt and say that is what it is) but we will do that all the time to God on sundays. We put God on the back burner. He said that and I knew, I just knew that message was meant for me. The entire service was meant for me. I mean, how weird is that that the entire week I feel more and more guily about putting other things before God and my time with God and I go to this service, the first time I have ever gone to this church and the first time I have gone to church in like a year and that is the message. I started crying and I was shakeing. God was hitting me over the head and I could feel it. Am I that hard headed that it would take all that to get through to me? I am going to tell BK that I cannot work sundays anymore. I just cannot do it.