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[FIC] Lilac Wine for etcetera_kit

Dec 15, 2011 13:00

Gift type: Fanfic
Title: Lilac Wine
Author: nanoochka
Recipient: etcetera_kit
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 10,100
Warnings: Heavy angst, references to (canon) character death, drug use (after fashion)
Spoilers: Up to 7.06 but with a reference to 7.09
Summary: “I made wine from the lilac tree / Put my heart in its recipe / It makes me see what I want to see / and be what ( Read more... )

#xmas 2011, rating: nc-17, length:10k-15k, gift type: fic

Comments 26

blue_fjords December 16 2011, 12:14:27 UTC

Oh, my heart! This was so gorgeous. The dream was absolutely lovely, and Captain Kirk was a great OC, w/ his insightful questions and history of hunters. Gives me an ache in my chest, but so very well done, I felt like I was experiencing everything along w/ Dean.

nanoochka January 25 2012, 19:16:24 UTC

I damn near forgot to go back and respond to my comments here, haha. Thanks so much for reading, and I'm happy you liked it! :D

cupidsbow December 16 2011, 15:35:30 UTC

Yeah, the devil's bargain you have when you're not bargaining with the devil, just your own inner demons set lose. That's very Dean. Ouch.

nanoochka January 25 2012, 19:24:41 UTC

And Dean has no shortage of those, does he? Thanks for reading! :)

obstinatrix December 16 2011, 19:29:44 UTC

This is beautiful. You already know I think so, but your capacity to paint a feeling like it's something you can almost see is really exemplified by this fic.

nanoochka January 25 2012, 19:17:10 UTC

Awww, thank you. (And yes, this reply is very late - sorry!) I also can't thank you enough for your cheerleading as the writing was going on. It wouldn't have gotten done otherwise.

electricskeptic December 16 2011, 23:09:50 UTC

This is so heartbreakingly gorgeous, I can't even stand it. God. Just, perfect <3

nanoochka January 25 2012, 19:17:45 UTC

Thank you so much, bb! I was a little heartbroken by the end, too, in spite of myself. I'm like a heartbreak junkie.

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nanoochka January 25 2012, 19:19:12 UTC

I'm so glad you enjoyed it! I was really worried you'd be angry that I a) creatively interpreted your domestic!Cas/Leviathan prompt and b) wrote the most depressing secret Santa gift EVER. I don't think I have much of a future in being a shopping mall Santa - I'd make all the children cry. And then try to turn them gay.