So whats up people
So its been a while since I've written anything on this damn journal. Mainly the reason for that is because i had to reformat my computer back to the way it was when I got it out of the box so therefore I lost all of the links on my favorites list that brought me to this site amoung many many more. Well its been a month and eight days since I met the man now sleeping behind me in my bed. Hes really cool. Tiny skinny lil thing but he makes me laugh and well treats me good. I am falling for him more and more everyday. We just seem to click and the whole family really really likes him. It just seems like he fits in with us over here even though he doesnt smoke weed. He drinks occastionally and well he smokes Marlboro Ultra Lights ciggys ( Y-U-C-K-Y)
Im still working the lines for a living and yes the shit still sucks. My car is still sitting in the garage waiting to get fixed which I dont know how in the hell I am going to accomplish that with the little amount of money I make each month. Im still waiting for this bankruptcy to be done. I signed the paperwork and then found out that I have to go through the councelling course all over again and pay the $50 bucks all over again and I was hoping to do that this check and all BUT it seems that the world hates me because I have to dip into that cash to buy tobacco for the house once again. Although I am trying not to have to pawn my ring again because its not worth the extra cash to have to pay in to get the ring out.
Moms check from the state may not come for a while which sucks because we all were really depending on that help. It looks like we are not going to buy a house because no one wants to give us a loan even if they get a huge down payment and all. But since my parents are on the bad renters list I may have to rent the place in my name. I have been holding off getting a regular job so that I could go to school and get this fucking bankruptcy done and everytime I turn around something WORSE is happening to me. Im as always trying to keep a smile plastered to my face but its hard and has been and I guess it always will be that way I just wish I could run into some good luck because the shit is LONG over due...
I hope life is treating you all much better at the moment talk to you all later
Im still working the lines for a living and yes the shit still sucks. My car is still sitting in the garage waiting to get fixed which I dont know how in the hell I am going to accomplish that with the little amount of money I make each month. Im still waiting for this bankruptcy to be done. I signed the paperwork and then found out that I have to go through the councelling course all over again and pay the $50 bucks all over again and I was hoping to do that this check and all BUT it seems that the world hates me because I have to dip into that cash to buy tobacco for the house once again. Although I am trying not to have to pawn my ring again because its not worth the extra cash to have to pay in to get the ring out.
Moms check from the state may not come for a while which sucks because we all were really depending on that help. It looks like we are not going to buy a house because no one wants to give us a loan even if they get a huge down payment and all. But since my parents are on the bad renters list I may have to rent the place in my name. I have been holding off getting a regular job so that I could go to school and get this fucking bankruptcy done and everytime I turn around something WORSE is happening to me. Im as always trying to keep a smile plastered to my face but its hard and has been and I guess it always will be that way I just wish I could run into some good luck because the shit is LONG over due...
I hope life is treating you all much better at the moment talk to you all later