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Heres to nothing and no one that listens. Im realizing that I am going to be alone for a long long time. The aching hole within me will not be closed and by the time if I ever find someone again I wont know how to love them because I am learning how to close off my heart. I use to be happy, I use to have someone with me and now Im left alone. I use
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Look at that... you just said that you use your journal personally, well so do I. Yeah I've been more depressed lately, more than I have been in a really long time. You more than anyone know that it's hard to put down the good times, because you're off enjoying them.
If you don't want people to comment on your jounral there is an option for you to do that, and there's an option for people to not see your entries.
I told you that I understand you talking about Chris to a point. I don't hate Chris, I have never hated him. I hate what happened between you, and I never liked how he was around me, but I never said I hated him.
Another thing, I know I'm not around you that much. You don't ever seem like you actually wanna be around me either. It's not like you actually call me.
I know my shit stinks, it stinks baaaaad, that's why I don't usually like to let it drift to other people. I figure no one wants to know. Those who do wanna know will ask. As for me? I'm fat, I'm ugly, I usually smell, I have horrible hygiene no matter how much I wash, I eat waaay too much, I talk too much shit about people and am an all around bitch. There? happy?
Yes me and Corey are broken up, yes we broke up a few months ago. He was 2 years of my life, and I still have him in my life. What you're not getting is that I understand and understood that Chris was the same thing in your life. That's why I never really said anything about it until now.
There are so many things in that first comment that are true, and I'm not the only one to know that they're true.
A real friend will tell you that you look like shit when you look like shit and not kiss ass and tell you that you look great. I'm sorry that the last entry you wrote was sad and that's the one I commented on.
According to the original entry, you only have one friend. That makes me what? you enemy or something? wtf man.
If you called me right now and said, "Hey man, wanna come hang out tonight?" I would more than likey say "yeah but i gotta be home at blah blah time, whaddya wanna do?"
IT'S THAT SIMPLE! I'd call you but when I"m free you're at school or working, and when you're free I"m working or at school. Thus is the hardships of friendships! I can't even get you online for any period of time to talk! Do you see how frusterating it is for me and others to see you say that you have no friends when you don't talk to any of us!?
GRR
Kate
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I do like a good doobie, but the last time I truly smoked I freaked out so I don't really like to that much anymore.
I really liked this comment because it finally lets me know what you're up to, I didn't know any of that.
Whenever there's a party, it's never my party, and I never know if anyone wants to invite you. Whenever I have a party I've invited you. Whether or not you were able to come was a diffrent matter. You're always invited for my things, but since I rarely have them I can see why it feels like no one invites you to shit.
Call me whenever you want,
Kate
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