Forbidden Love
Title: Forbidden Love
Author: dean_itoh
Pairing/Subject: Takaki Yuya/Yamada Ryosuke
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: You know that the boys aren't mine~
Summary: Sometimes love is just to let go
They looked at each other and smiled lightly. A little hole formed in their heart and it grew wider each day.
“Sometimes love is just to let go.”
“Eh?” Daiki turned to him. “What did you say?”
Takaki smiled at him and shook his head.
“It’s nothing.”
“Takaki, I did hear you’ve said something.”
“He said love is to let go.”
Takaki turned to Yamada who stared at him sharply. He didn’t say anything, and just nodded his head weakly.
All of the members turned to Takaki who scratched his head and smiled sheepishly.
“Don’t say that you are falling in love with someone and can’t do anything but just let her go? Because she had a boyfriend? Or even a husband?” Inoo asked him curiously.
Takaki turned to Inoo and shook his head. “It’s not like that.”
“Takaki,” Hikaru stepped forward and stopped in front of him. “I can’t say anything if she got married, but if the one you love is still not married yet, then you still have a chance. You have to fight. Don’t give up.”
Takaki chuckled lightly. “I’ve told you it’s not like that. I mean, guys, do I have time to fall in love? We don’t have time even just for thinking about it.”
Some of them looked at him in silence before sighing heavily and turned around to continue their walk.
“We’re so pathetic, arent we?” Chinen shook his head and muttered the words a little loud.
No one answered him because they agreed him. Nobody even responded to Chinen and just walked straight to the room where all the sets of their new PV making were readied.
“We’re so lucky with all the fames we’ve got, but we’re so unlucky with love.” Chinen shook his head while smiling alone.
“I won’t call it lucky with all the efforts we’ve made. We’ve been through hell to get them. Even until today.” Hikaru snorted while beaming to Chinen.
Chinen chuckled. “Believe it or not, that lucky thing is included in our fate.”
There’s no one responded him this time. They did know that the word lucky was exist, and the word was tailing them until now. Everyone of them managed to surf the word and made it as their platform to step forward and reached their dream. Everyone of them tried hard to hold the word so it wouldn’t go away from them. Everyone of them worked harder than anyone else in the world so the word wouldn’t leave them. Not even a single time they let their guard down. They stick together so they could lend their hand whenever one of them started to fall. Each day they became closer and closer until they felt like brothers.
Brothers.
It was so peaceful hearing the word.
It was like there wouldn’t be any obstacle they couldn’t handle.
The shooting was over. The crew were still trying to pack the tools when Takaki closed the door silently and walked to the end of the room. He stopped in front of Yamada who was sitting on the floor. For a while he was just standing and staring at him without a word, before finally joining him to sit on the floor.
Both Takaki and Yamada didn’t say anything for a while. They just sat in silent on the floor. Takaki leaned against the wall and closed his eyes, enjoying their togetherness. Yamada didn’t say anything too. He just moved closer to Takaki until their shoulder touched and he just kept silent all the time.
They didn’t need any word.
Takaki opened his eyes and looked down to his legs, and sighed.
"Once they found out about us, we’re done.”
Yamada closed his eyes and tightened his teeth hard, tried hard to prevent his tears that suddenly threatened to fall.
“Our fans won’t say anything about it. They will support us no matter what, but we have to realize that we are living in a very normal world. The world where a man should fall in love with a woman.”
Yamada looked away but still said nothing. The tears betrayed him and started to fall to his cheeks.
Takaki reached for his hand and held it tightly.
“Can’t we just ..., go away from here.” Yamada turned to him. “I want to go away. Far away until nobody can found us. We can move to the place where only you and me, and there’s no one else around us.”
Takaki bit his lips hard. “I really want to do it too.”
Yamada looked to his lap and said nothing. His sight blurred because of tears. He knew exactly what Takaki wanted to say but didn’t try to stop him.
Takaki sighed heavily and looked up to the ceiling, “but we have to think about them. We have to think about JUMP. What will happen to them when suddenly we disappeared? Perhaps nothing will happen if only me who disappeared but with you too, JUMP will crash and break.”
Yamada turned away and started to sob. He closed his mouth with his hand so the sob wouldn’t be too loud.
“What we’re doing is against the law. We shouldn’t fall for each other. We should be a normal. Every eyes darted to us every second in our live. We can’t ...”
“I know.” Yamada cut him. He clutched his chest now. “I do really know. It’s just ..., why ...”
Takaki closed his eyes together with the falling of his tears on his cheek. Unlike Yamada who let his tears fell uncontrollably, Takaki hurriedly wiped his tears and tightened his teeth hard to prevent them to fall again.
He reached for Yamada’s hand and once again held it tightly. He didn’t want to let go.
Author: dean_itoh
Pairing/Subject: Takaki Yuya/Yamada Ryosuke
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: You know that the boys aren't mine~
Summary: Sometimes love is just to let go
They looked at each other and smiled lightly. A little hole formed in their heart and it grew wider each day.
“Sometimes love is just to let go.”
“Eh?” Daiki turned to him. “What did you say?”
Takaki smiled at him and shook his head.
“It’s nothing.”
“Takaki, I did hear you’ve said something.”
“He said love is to let go.”
Takaki turned to Yamada who stared at him sharply. He didn’t say anything, and just nodded his head weakly.
All of the members turned to Takaki who scratched his head and smiled sheepishly.
“Don’t say that you are falling in love with someone and can’t do anything but just let her go? Because she had a boyfriend? Or even a husband?” Inoo asked him curiously.
Takaki turned to Inoo and shook his head. “It’s not like that.”
“Takaki,” Hikaru stepped forward and stopped in front of him. “I can’t say anything if she got married, but if the one you love is still not married yet, then you still have a chance. You have to fight. Don’t give up.”
Takaki chuckled lightly. “I’ve told you it’s not like that. I mean, guys, do I have time to fall in love? We don’t have time even just for thinking about it.”
Some of them looked at him in silence before sighing heavily and turned around to continue their walk.
“We’re so pathetic, arent we?” Chinen shook his head and muttered the words a little loud.
No one answered him because they agreed him. Nobody even responded to Chinen and just walked straight to the room where all the sets of their new PV making were readied.
“We’re so lucky with all the fames we’ve got, but we’re so unlucky with love.” Chinen shook his head while smiling alone.
“I won’t call it lucky with all the efforts we’ve made. We’ve been through hell to get them. Even until today.” Hikaru snorted while beaming to Chinen.
Chinen chuckled. “Believe it or not, that lucky thing is included in our fate.”
There’s no one responded him this time. They did know that the word lucky was exist, and the word was tailing them until now. Everyone of them managed to surf the word and made it as their platform to step forward and reached their dream. Everyone of them tried hard to hold the word so it wouldn’t go away from them. Everyone of them worked harder than anyone else in the world so the word wouldn’t leave them. Not even a single time they let their guard down. They stick together so they could lend their hand whenever one of them started to fall. Each day they became closer and closer until they felt like brothers.
Brothers.
It was so peaceful hearing the word.
It was like there wouldn’t be any obstacle they couldn’t handle.
The shooting was over. The crew were still trying to pack the tools when Takaki closed the door silently and walked to the end of the room. He stopped in front of Yamada who was sitting on the floor. For a while he was just standing and staring at him without a word, before finally joining him to sit on the floor.
Both Takaki and Yamada didn’t say anything for a while. They just sat in silent on the floor. Takaki leaned against the wall and closed his eyes, enjoying their togetherness. Yamada didn’t say anything too. He just moved closer to Takaki until their shoulder touched and he just kept silent all the time.
They didn’t need any word.
Takaki opened his eyes and looked down to his legs, and sighed.
"Once they found out about us, we’re done.”
Yamada closed his eyes and tightened his teeth hard, tried hard to prevent his tears that suddenly threatened to fall.
“Our fans won’t say anything about it. They will support us no matter what, but we have to realize that we are living in a very normal world. The world where a man should fall in love with a woman.”
Yamada looked away but still said nothing. The tears betrayed him and started to fall to his cheeks.
Takaki reached for his hand and held it tightly.
“Can’t we just ..., go away from here.” Yamada turned to him. “I want to go away. Far away until nobody can found us. We can move to the place where only you and me, and there’s no one else around us.”
Takaki bit his lips hard. “I really want to do it too.”
Yamada looked to his lap and said nothing. His sight blurred because of tears. He knew exactly what Takaki wanted to say but didn’t try to stop him.
Takaki sighed heavily and looked up to the ceiling, “but we have to think about them. We have to think about JUMP. What will happen to them when suddenly we disappeared? Perhaps nothing will happen if only me who disappeared but with you too, JUMP will crash and break.”
Yamada turned away and started to sob. He closed his mouth with his hand so the sob wouldn’t be too loud.
“What we’re doing is against the law. We shouldn’t fall for each other. We should be a normal. Every eyes darted to us every second in our live. We can’t ...”
“I know.” Yamada cut him. He clutched his chest now. “I do really know. It’s just ..., why ...”
Takaki closed his eyes together with the falling of his tears on his cheek. Unlike Yamada who let his tears fell uncontrollably, Takaki hurriedly wiped his tears and tightened his teeth hard to prevent them to fall again.
He reached for Yamada’s hand and once again held it tightly. He didn’t want to let go.