Minus two
Another month gone by. Am closer to my goal?
I found Jon. I love Jon. Should that change things?
I don't really know. Sometimes I'm afraid what I feel for Jon is not real, or not enough.
In some part of my mind, love is equated with exclusiveness and that for the moment is not in mine or Jon's programs.
So where does that leave us?
I keep going around, meeting guys. Met one called Jason. He's a good guy, and great in bed. But it feels as if I'm losing connection, somewhere.
I know what Jack would say. I know. I should go round and have him say a few choice words, it always helps. But I should also be able to sort this out myself. And that's what I'm doing, little by little.
I found Jon. I love Jon. Should that change things?
I don't really know. Sometimes I'm afraid what I feel for Jon is not real, or not enough.
In some part of my mind, love is equated with exclusiveness and that for the moment is not in mine or Jon's programs.
So where does that leave us?
I keep going around, meeting guys. Met one called Jason. He's a good guy, and great in bed. But it feels as if I'm losing connection, somewhere.
I know what Jack would say. I know. I should go round and have him say a few choice words, it always helps. But I should also be able to sort this out myself. And that's what I'm doing, little by little.