(no subject)
Strange stuff going on...yeah. A giant all-encompassing fight. Some lingering sentiments. Some strange advances. Some loneliness. Much wishful thinking. Contemplation like its my job. A little slacking. More attempts at effort.
Everyone would tell me that I should just have fun, and that a little innocent fling never hurt anyone. And I believe it, but I don't know if I roll like that. Can I just have an innocent fling or are my crazy fucked up intense emotions going to make everything more complicated? I think I am at a point in my life where I've finally learned to control them and reign them in a bit, so potentially, yes I could. However, I'm also in a brand new position for once in my life and I don't know if that is something I should be clouding my life with. This is all just some mind-dump crap anyway and the verdict is as usual: I'll just go with the flow and do what I want. (surprise surprise)
How's that for a cryptic shitty post about nothing that matters?!?!?!
Everyone would tell me that I should just have fun, and that a little innocent fling never hurt anyone. And I believe it, but I don't know if I roll like that. Can I just have an innocent fling or are my crazy fucked up intense emotions going to make everything more complicated? I think I am at a point in my life where I've finally learned to control them and reign them in a bit, so potentially, yes I could. However, I'm also in a brand new position for once in my life and I don't know if that is something I should be clouding my life with. This is all just some mind-dump crap anyway and the verdict is as usual: I'll just go with the flow and do what I want. (surprise surprise)
How's that for a cryptic shitty post about nothing that matters?!?!?!