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dont ever let life pass you by......
i think enough has occured in my life to warrant an update.
yesterday rocked my socks. drove up to amherst and picked up jason so we could both work 12-9 together at the good ol' e.l. big y. tons of fun. i think i only worked for the first 5 hours or so. after that....not so much lol. anyhoo, long story short, i got out at 9. but somewhere along the way i'd been roped into giving my dad a ride to the cab company. so i flew there, and got back to big y around 945. cuz i'd left jason there because, well, i wasnt going to put him thru the car ride. and i was giving dan a ride home. so yeah, we left there around 10ish. so me, luigi, jason and dan went over to leone's on cooley street to pick up dan's girlfriend to give her a ride home too. sooo then after that we dropped those two off, and the car ride was mucho fun, and i've decided i like those two alot. so then me luigi and jason went back to my house, well....actually we got to the hill and realized we'd left my car at big y, so we turned around and went back. went into big y...again...and visited rachel some more. picked up tons of soda to go with the tons of pizza kyle was currently ordering at almost midnight lol. so THEN we finally went home. and had lots of food. and everything winded down around 130 or so. or at least thats around the time i finally went to bed. and it was a good day.
well. at least the night was. i also came the closest i've ever been to being fired. as in, policy says i should be fired, but sandie wont do it. see, a couple fridays ago when i was doing the safe, i let melissa into the safe, with everything wide open and thousands of dollars sitting on the counter, and it didnt even occur to me that duh, she cant be in there. i figured it out later that night, but by that time it was too late. and loss prevention had caught in on camera, and thats like, a huuuuuge policy violation. which warrants a write-up. and with my dml, that means i should be fired. sandie had even talked to john mountain about it, and he said that if i was written up, i would lose my job. so i shouldnt have a job right now. but sandie wouldnt write me up. guys.....::sigh::. i dont understand. i dont understand why she keeps giving me chances i dont deserve. i keep screwing up all the time, and sandie keeps giving me another chance. i dont deserve any of it. but i honestly dont know what i'd do if i lost that job. i mean, im focusing my entire career around this. i dont think sandie knows that. i would have to rewrite my entire life. i dont know what motivation i'd have for going to school. i dont know what would happen. hopefully i'll never need to. guys. i just dont understand her. i dont see why. why she keeps putting her career on the line for me. she could have been written up for it too. i dont deserve it.