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have you ever stopped and wondered why you, among all the other people possible, are the one who gets to be happy? and have you ever wondered how its even possible to feel these things, or why life is so simple when you stand back to look at it? and how does it feel when you realize all you ever needed to do is look up from reading the back of the book you just picked up and look down the rows and rows of books to see the one person who makes you feel this way standing at the end?
i would explain it to you if i knew how, but i dont. i think it remains unexplainable.
so you wanna hear about my week? i think you do. school sucked all week, especially this new found project my retailing professor came up with, which i think is a load of crap. dont know how im gunna pull it off in 3 weeks, but what the freak ever. figure it out tomorrow. work's ok. kinda boring lately, no good stories to tell. whatchagunado. got to go up to northampton with luigi, jason and guy yesterday tho, for guy's b-day. it was tons of fun. i always loved northampton. we went to cha cha cha's for supper since the first choice had an hour wait. then we walked around the town for a little bit, and i bought way too much stuff, but thats ok. then we went up to amherst to target to buy more stuff i didnt need. but i loved it anyways. we went back to jason's till about 11 when i started falling asleep, so we went home. but not before stopping at luigi's brother's work to visit for a few minutes. all in all kids, i had fun.
sometimes i feel like i cant go on one more day. i really feel like im just burned out. its so hard to wake up and go to school everyday when im sooo tired of doing it. and now theres not even any hope of me graduating this year, im stuck in limbo for another semester after everyone else my age graduates or transfers, but nope, not me. and sometimes i feel like its really pointless for me to keep going to school. i have yet to see the advantages. i know they're there, but i havent found them yet. its only november and i cant wait till the semester's over.
im gunna go pick my brother up from work. and get my mama flowers. because she deserves them.