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uuuhhh i feel sick.
i just got my hcc bill. in ADDITION to the $1085 im gunna owe for the loan i took out, i still owe them $650 BY august 19th. there's no way. nooo friggin way. im gunna have to go down tomorrow and set myself up for the payment plan. i hope.
i dont know what else to do. this is the first year that financial aid didnt cover everything. so even if i CAN get them to put me on the payment plan, im still gunna be owing them over $1700 PLUS the costs of books and supplies.
*sigh* i figure...if i dont spend a single cent from now until the 19th, i might have the $650. but not a cent. no break food. no going out to dinner. NOTHING. and i'll still only make it if i up my hours. and being as i'm at 22 this week, my plan's already dying.
sometimes i wonder if this is all really worth it.
so. lets pray this somehow works out so i can afford it. or i might be taking that year off sooner than we all expected.