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just when you think things couldnt possibley get any worse.....well, life just goes and surprises you.
so. i've been a wreck these last couple days. i havent talked to jason since saturday. and in the words of rachel, "you guys use to hang out for like 17 hours every day, how are you surviving?" good question indeed. i miss jason. ALOT. and i wanna know why its taking so long for his dsl to get hooked up!! im flipping out here kids! its not even like we talk about huge issues, its just that we talk. every night. or we use to. and now thats suddenly taken from me. i want it back. i know that sounds horribley selfish, but i miss it. and i miss him.
so i thought, jason's gone, rachel's leaving, this simply must be rock bottom. but alas, it was not. melissa found out last night that she got the job at mass mutual, so she gave her 2 weeks notice.....this morning. she'll be gone by the end of the month. craziness? i think so.
and then i was cursed with a ray of hope from above, thinking, wait.....besides me losing 3 friends in 2 months, big y just lost 3 head cashiers in 2 months. logic says they have to train someone new. WELL GUESS WHOS RUMORED TO GET THE POSITION NOW. luigi. as was told to me, chris overheard sandie and cathy saying they should train luigi to be on the front. so he told melissa. and when melissa said why not caitlin, chris said he heard something about luigi goes to stcc. which is the STUPIDEST thing i've ever heard. hes been in the booth for less than a month and they want to train him because he goes to stcc??? how much sense does that make? not to mention, i deliberately scheduled my classes next semester so i could give them an availability of 2-12!!! this makes no sense to me. how did i go from the potential next head cashier, to being nothing at all?
melissa says i probably shouldnt jump to conclusions. she did say after all, it was just a rumor, and for all we know, they could be training us both. i dont know. but let it be known, if come september changes are made that dont include me, well then they can just train someone else to take my spot, because i'll transfer. i hear longmeadow's losing a few head cashiers, so maybe there'll be a spot there. i dont know. and frankly, i dont care. all i know is if i see luigi training on the front end while im still doing cashier shifts, i'll be gone in 2 weeks.
im simply miserable. i cant get on touch with my best friend because i fear phones, im losing EVERYONE at big y, and now im being passed over for a promotion. i would ask what else could go wrong, but i really dont want to know.