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jason really wants me to update. so here it is.
this is my first real entry in my new and improved journal. woot.
lets see. worked 8-5 yesterday and 12-5 today. work was mad boring and quite uneventful. except for the fact that flo accidentally ticked some guy with no sense of humor off. oops. but other than that--not much happened today. tomorrows my day off. what will i do?
works been a little......edgy.....if that adequately describes it. training begins all this week for the new people. kinda worried about what thats gunna bring. mostly cuz either they're all gunna get trained, and i'll either lose booth hours, or they'll get antsy cuz they're not getting any. because even if we are short staffed, we dont have that many hours to give out. but. whatever. i dunno what to think about it. i really wish i knew who was getting the head cashier position. im not gunna lie. because theres no way we can lose 2 people in 2 months and not train someone else. *sigh*
ive been thinking too much. this summer is going to go by way too fast. because everything is gunna be completely different by september. and its all happening so fast. but.....at the same time....theres so much i dont know. it hurts my head to dwell on for too long.
and sure, i could get a new job. but look what happened to melissa. she thought anything would be better than big y. so she sacrificed her hours at big y to get another job.......and she hates it. she even said she hates it more than big y. but shes ticked off too many people, so she'll probably never get her hours back. i dont want that to happen. because if i change jobs now, theres no going back. so....i guess im holding out at big y because its a secure job....and i'll just keep dealing with stuff until i cant take it anymore. i just havent decided yet how much that is.
so. we'll see what comes.