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Personally, happiness=completion. I've experienced this twice. Currently, I feel like a part of me is missing. This equals sadness. I've been searching for something or someone to fill that void. Though nothing I've come across fits that position. Perhaps, there is no true distraction this time. I may just have to deal with the issue and find a solution sooner than later.
Let's state the problem and let me be dramatic about it because I don't often let myself do that.
My heart is being ripped out by the one person that I've ever wanted to completely surrender to.
So, what to do about it?
There are many, many women who inhabit this Earth and a whole community who would walk through life at my side. Though how many am I willing to let do just that?
I've decided I don't love you. I could, though. And I would.
Shame on you for not taking proper advantage of what I could give you. Shame on me for offering it in the first place.
Let's state the problem and let me be dramatic about it because I don't often let myself do that.
My heart is being ripped out by the one person that I've ever wanted to completely surrender to.
So, what to do about it?
There are many, many women who inhabit this Earth and a whole community who would walk through life at my side. Though how many am I willing to let do just that?
I've decided I don't love you. I could, though. And I would.
Shame on you for not taking proper advantage of what I could give you. Shame on me for offering it in the first place.