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Julia is a most wonderful friend. She threw me a surprise party for my birthday. I never even saw it coming. There were a lot of people there from all different parts of my life, different eras. Because of this, there were little cliques formed around the house but some new friendships were indeed created. It was a lot of fun because there was no one flava. We had metal at first, some punk and techno, hip hop, and then we took it way old school.
Afterwards, we hung around my block and talked as the group began dispursing. Then Lou and I went with Akil to his house to chill with him, Anna, and Mark. Not Kezner Mark. That was a lot of fun because I haven't chilled with Anna in a hot minute, I got to rekindle my friendship with Akil, and get to know Mark, who is one cool dude. At about 7am maybe, Lou and I went home to sleep.
Eddie did not call me on my birthday. He did last year and we were not dating at the time. But oh well......it wouldn't have accomplished much anyways.
In speaking of which, I finally got through all of my entries from 2002, deleting what I did not want along the way. While I was doing so, Julia randomly asked how I was. I couldn't answer for I was just so many things. I was feeling everything I feel now but also everything from the past. And to be honest, I just couldn't delete it all. I was just so happy, so inextricably happy. And complete. Those days still exist in my Livejournal because I want to remember what it's like not to have to put on a happy face, or play comedian just so people would stay off my back. It also gives me hope that if I could feel so strongly about a person and be so ecstatic about the whole thing at such a young age, then I can achieve that again in life with someone new.
And while we are on the subject of someone new, Yoleidi is back from D.R. She called me this morning and although we could only speak for 30 mins, it was nice and we made plans for next week. So I look forward to that and perhaps this will be my last kiss before going off to college in which to wipe off the stain that Eddie has left behind.
I was looking forward to it coming from someone else but there are too many complications there including a few morals.
Oh and although I mentioned this in some of my communities, I'd like to put it here just for the record. Homicide High, aka the Double H has made it's return to the Bronx scene via the St. Kitty's show. It was godly. That is all I will say. Oh and hello to Frances who has added me to her list and who I have added back in return. Oh yeah and Akil says he misses you and has a message for Faygo. "Forte Uve, England is forever."
Tomorrow is a Daly's Gone wrong show I will unfortunately be missing because I must go with my dad. But I have hope that I will make it to the one at the Oasis on the 31st. I really want there new cd.
Well it is now time for me to satisfy my pallette and head over to Julia's to pick up some stuffs. And so ends yet another entry.
Afterwards, we hung around my block and talked as the group began dispursing. Then Lou and I went with Akil to his house to chill with him, Anna, and Mark. Not Kezner Mark. That was a lot of fun because I haven't chilled with Anna in a hot minute, I got to rekindle my friendship with Akil, and get to know Mark, who is one cool dude. At about 7am maybe, Lou and I went home to sleep.
Eddie did not call me on my birthday. He did last year and we were not dating at the time. But oh well......it wouldn't have accomplished much anyways.
In speaking of which, I finally got through all of my entries from 2002, deleting what I did not want along the way. While I was doing so, Julia randomly asked how I was. I couldn't answer for I was just so many things. I was feeling everything I feel now but also everything from the past. And to be honest, I just couldn't delete it all. I was just so happy, so inextricably happy. And complete. Those days still exist in my Livejournal because I want to remember what it's like not to have to put on a happy face, or play comedian just so people would stay off my back. It also gives me hope that if I could feel so strongly about a person and be so ecstatic about the whole thing at such a young age, then I can achieve that again in life with someone new.
And while we are on the subject of someone new, Yoleidi is back from D.R. She called me this morning and although we could only speak for 30 mins, it was nice and we made plans for next week. So I look forward to that and perhaps this will be my last kiss before going off to college in which to wipe off the stain that Eddie has left behind.
I was looking forward to it coming from someone else but there are too many complications there including a few morals.
Oh and although I mentioned this in some of my communities, I'd like to put it here just for the record. Homicide High, aka the Double H has made it's return to the Bronx scene via the St. Kitty's show. It was godly. That is all I will say. Oh and hello to Frances who has added me to her list and who I have added back in return. Oh yeah and Akil says he misses you and has a message for Faygo. "Forte Uve, England is forever."
Tomorrow is a Daly's Gone wrong show I will unfortunately be missing because I must go with my dad. But I have hope that I will make it to the one at the Oasis on the 31st. I really want there new cd.
Well it is now time for me to satisfy my pallette and head over to Julia's to pick up some stuffs. And so ends yet another entry.