Dec 07, 2004 22:46
GotMilkx215: personally I felt so out of place when we were at cassidys
GotMilkx215: thats why I sat on the curb by myself
d0wNwitDaCl0wN2D: yeah...i thought something was bothering you
GotMilkx215: the only time courtney acknowlegdes me is at cheerleading
GotMilkx215: anmd then maybe a smile at school
GotMilkx215: shows how much clothing matters
GotMilkx215: and how much I don't fit in
GotMilkx215: tahts why in the morning I don't come and sit with you
d0wNwitDaCl0wN2D: i understand what you mean...
GotMilkx215: everybody at your table looks at me like I don't belong there
GotMilkx215: so I odn't even bother
d0wNwitDaCl0wN2D: thats sad
d0wNwitDaCl0wN2D: i cud really give a fucl less about any of the people that sit there... other than braden or anthony
GotMilkx215: well now anthony doesn't lke me
GotMilkx215: so its more reason not to sit over there
GotMilkx215: I wear outragous clothes sometimes because you know who your friends are and because I love being different and not wear the same thing every day
GotMilkx215: I love variety
GotMilkx215: but people hate it
d0wNwitDaCl0wN2D: i recognize you to be a much better and funner person than any of the people at cassidys or who sit at the lunch table or whoever is considered to be in the "in crowd" or any of that bullshit
d0wNwitDaCl0wN2D: thats y i like hanging out with u so much
GotMilkx215: so when I walk into school one day and I'm wearing hollister alot of people will talk to me but I wear all black or baggy pants only my friends will talk to me
GotMilkx215: my personality is how I dress. its spontanious, wild, fun, lazy, not normal
GotMilkx215: its me
GotMilkx215: I don't dress to fit in
GotMilkx215: I dress to be me
d0wNwitDaCl0wN2D: yeah ive never really understood the theory behind everyone wearing the same clothes
d0wNwitDaCl0wN2D: like if abercrombie said it wasnt cool to breathe then like 90% of the teenage population wud die
GotMilkx215: because its a comfort for them to know that they will always fit in
GotMilkx215: they don't have to worry about being liked because they are already liked for their clothes
GotMilkx215: and I don't htink its worth wearing stuff that I feel so weird in to be liked