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If people are trying to prove that they are mature, this surely isn't the way.
Honestly, if you are still having problems over God knows what, say it to me, don't get two middle schoolers to come up to me and tell me to go die, then you laugh about it, and give me a sarcastic apology, that was nothing short of immature and pathetic. On top of that, middle schoolers would believe just about anything a high school senior told them. Oh wow, middle schoolers hate me. I am very hurt. You really got me there. I think I'm going to cut my fucking wrists now.
Seriously, if you are so happy and content with your life and you are completely over me then why do you have to still pull this shit? I figured we could go our seperate ways and live peacefully but I guess that's not how it works with you. Stop wasting your time with me.
I've been really tired as of late, it sucks, but everything else has been fine. Savage recorded in the practice room today and I helped critique it and such. It came out really good, I was impressed. It's also funny and amusing to hear all the remarks he has to say about the giddy and obnoxious screams from outside our door.
Shots Rang Out is playing in Poland on Friday, so that's where I'll be during Winter Carnival. If some of you really want to come, I can see if you can tag along and claim you are roadies or picture takers of some sort.
We also play on Monday at Confetti's. I forgot what time it's at and how much money it is to get in, but I know it's under ten dollars. You guys should really come out and hear us and hang out with us after. I'm pumped for both shows.
I'm also disgusted by the amount of how much looks matters to people in a relationship. The size of somebody's muscles or the width of somebody's waist doesn't judge how they will treat you. I don't see how this is so hard to understand. I guess people are just more concerned about pleasing their genitals.
Which brings up the whole having sex thing. I see so many people throwing themselves away just so they can fuck rapidly and randomly. Seriously, at least fucking love the person before you love them, and even then, it's still questionable, how do we know in our own head what love is, we just make ourselves believe it is so it gives us a good reason to fuck somebody. Goddamnit. This is why I'm waiting until I'm married or engaged or something. Sex is supposed to mean something, it's not supposed to be some mindless act to make yourself feel good. And even if you are going to fuck just because it feels good, have the decency to admit it, don't tell someone you fucking love them so you can get in their pants, it's really apalling. And no, going out for two weeks doesn't mean you love the person, neither does a couple months. To love is to trust. No love without trust, no trust without love. To love is to know, you can't love what you barely know. People have personalities you know, take the time to learn about them! Human beings are more than just looks and things that we can get off on. We are fucking more than that! It's sick that certain people run on very few modes, those modes being "Eat, Sleep, Fuck" oh yeah and I forgot "talk shit" "kick someone's ass" "look cool"
And I don't care if anyone reading this is offended by my post, this journal is for me not you, so stop fucking reading it if you are pissed off about it.
With that said, discussions are welcomed. I do love hearing people's views on different things because then it gives me more than one way to look at it. In reality, what you believe might not be correct, so why not be open minded?
I think that's all I got.
Honestly, if you are still having problems over God knows what, say it to me, don't get two middle schoolers to come up to me and tell me to go die, then you laugh about it, and give me a sarcastic apology, that was nothing short of immature and pathetic. On top of that, middle schoolers would believe just about anything a high school senior told them. Oh wow, middle schoolers hate me. I am very hurt. You really got me there. I think I'm going to cut my fucking wrists now.
Seriously, if you are so happy and content with your life and you are completely over me then why do you have to still pull this shit? I figured we could go our seperate ways and live peacefully but I guess that's not how it works with you. Stop wasting your time with me.
I've been really tired as of late, it sucks, but everything else has been fine. Savage recorded in the practice room today and I helped critique it and such. It came out really good, I was impressed. It's also funny and amusing to hear all the remarks he has to say about the giddy and obnoxious screams from outside our door.
Shots Rang Out is playing in Poland on Friday, so that's where I'll be during Winter Carnival. If some of you really want to come, I can see if you can tag along and claim you are roadies or picture takers of some sort.
We also play on Monday at Confetti's. I forgot what time it's at and how much money it is to get in, but I know it's under ten dollars. You guys should really come out and hear us and hang out with us after. I'm pumped for both shows.
I'm also disgusted by the amount of how much looks matters to people in a relationship. The size of somebody's muscles or the width of somebody's waist doesn't judge how they will treat you. I don't see how this is so hard to understand. I guess people are just more concerned about pleasing their genitals.
Which brings up the whole having sex thing. I see so many people throwing themselves away just so they can fuck rapidly and randomly. Seriously, at least fucking love the person before you love them, and even then, it's still questionable, how do we know in our own head what love is, we just make ourselves believe it is so it gives us a good reason to fuck somebody. Goddamnit. This is why I'm waiting until I'm married or engaged or something. Sex is supposed to mean something, it's not supposed to be some mindless act to make yourself feel good. And even if you are going to fuck just because it feels good, have the decency to admit it, don't tell someone you fucking love them so you can get in their pants, it's really apalling. And no, going out for two weeks doesn't mean you love the person, neither does a couple months. To love is to trust. No love without trust, no trust without love. To love is to know, you can't love what you barely know. People have personalities you know, take the time to learn about them! Human beings are more than just looks and things that we can get off on. We are fucking more than that! It's sick that certain people run on very few modes, those modes being "Eat, Sleep, Fuck" oh yeah and I forgot "talk shit" "kick someone's ass" "look cool"
And I don't care if anyone reading this is offended by my post, this journal is for me not you, so stop fucking reading it if you are pissed off about it.
With that said, discussions are welcomed. I do love hearing people's views on different things because then it gives me more than one way to look at it. In reality, what you believe might not be correct, so why not be open minded?
I think that's all I got.