Nov 16, 2005 19:41
I have found the dumbest song ever, it’s called steam, and it’s gay! I’m just playing all my songs, and I just passed a heap, now it’s predictable. Yay! Anyway, so I didn’t have much time to write either of my first two entries. So, I’ll do a proper recount of my day, minus the juicy bits.
I slept through my alarm this morning, so instead of getting up at 7, I got up at 8, erg! Not a good way to start the day!
Got to school, quite late, like I normally get there at half past, and it wasn’t until quarter to that I got there, but anyway. Went to homeroom, which was as boring as all hell, like normal! Then we had a 2 hour English exam first of, and so all of my English class packed into a normal sized room, and we filled it up, and did the damn test. I actually found It really easy, and I think I did really good at it, which is surprising coz I normally fail English.
Then we all went out the back to have recess, and it was just any normal recess, boring, me being slightly pissed, then Morgan got out her study notes for maths, and Rachael got out her commerce work, so I got out my diary and just sat there and wrote stuff, coz I was bored, and didn’t feel like eating.
“I know your shy, and I with you were my guy. I wana be the one know darling, lets get it on, lets start something. I wana be, I wana be, I wana be your everything.”
Wait, where was I…? oh yer! that song just came on! OMG, Gary’s dancing, how cute! Anyway, so I was writing away, then Rachael was like “what you writing”, “nothing” and I like turned it over, she laughed and goes “nothing, righto” and went back to her work. Then the bell went for the end of recess or what ever that bell was, coz it wasn’t really recess, we (yr 9) were the only ones out there. Anyway, then Rachael and I were standing about to go up the stairs to the drama room, and I like tried to quickly get across the rush of people going through the corridor out into the quad, and I like couldn’t get back. So I had to walk out into the quad, and then I saw Mel, and she was like ‘where are we’, and then we battled out way back through the swarm of people. Anyway, English was boring, coz we were supposed to be studying, and Morgan and jess were the only ones actually studding, Rachael was doing more commerce work, freaking tegan was sitting with us and she was plaiting some plastic thing, and I was, well, doing everything BUT study. What I did, I neatly organized my maths folder, I brushed my hair then tried to put it into a pony tail, but I was having a particularly bad hair day so I didn’t work. Then I went and talked to Olivia, then I tried to tell Morgan and jess how to get the answer to a question, and I got it wrong, according to the answers, so I spazed at the book, and spent the rest of the lesson lying down and just thinking to myself, then Mrs Hall told me to sit up and study, so I helped Rachael do her commerce stuff. my mind was way to scrambled to actually study, and I tried to begin with, but it didn’t work, so I gave up.
Then we had lunch, and we went to sit out the back, but it was too windy so we went and sat in the quad where it was a little bit warmer.
Anyway, lunch wasn’t terribly fun, and then we had a freaking maths test after. I failed it, I swear. I only did half the questions, and everything seemed to totally look foreign to me. I mean it might as well have been written in Gaelic or something. so I did all the questions that look half familiar, then just sat there, and wrote more notes, coloured in my anils with texta, which I also did in the English test. I drew on my pencil case, I counted how many rolls my drink bottle could do before it fell of the desk. I mean I had a million things on my mind, and I was pretty pissed, I wasn’t pissed in the English test, that might be why it seemed so easy, but I couldn’t keep my mind on the freaking maths paper. Anyway, so I reckon I failed it miserably!
“I’m writing to you, not to tell you that I still hate you, just to ask you how you feel, and how we fell apart, how this fell apart”…
so yer, then I got home, and, well me being in a shity grumpy mood DID NOT improve. Anyway, so I isolated myself to my music, and just listened to a heap of cool songs, and kinda, got over it. Then I went and bashed away on the piano.
OMG, Freia, try these chords, c-d-f-c, that’s one part, and then the other is, em-d-f-c. it sounds cool. The c-d bit reminds me of predictable, but then the f comes in and it sounds totally different. Anyway, so I bashed away for a while, then Rachel came over with the kids, and she stayed over for a bit, then mum got home, and that’s my day.
“A little late for all the things you didn’t say, I’m not sad for you. But I’m sad for all the time I had to waste, coz I learnt the truth”
OMG, how funny is it when you can have a song for ages,a and never really listen to it, tehn one day you do, and it’s like OMG. Well that like prove, by Shannon Noll.
We're always in this situation
Your heart filling your head with doubt
But if you won't communicate then
We're never going to work this out
I know you think you've got your reasons
But I don't understand (help me understand)
You better
(Tell me what you want to hear)
Pretend that I can't read your mind
(Baby make it crystal clear)
As if you were leading the blind
(Baby give me half a clue)
Don't make it so hard to prove
That I love you, like I do
I don't know how to prove it to you
So yer. another song a bit like that, which I’ve had for ages is tightrope, Its got a crap name, and goes on about a ‘tightrope’ to much, but other than that…
There’s so much I want to share
For so long I’ve been too scared
To show the way I feel for you
But I know what I have to do
So I’m just gonna say it, say it: love is like a game
And I’m gonna play, play it: I hope you feel the same
I’m in so deep
Can’t think and I can’t sleep
I‘m high up on a tightrope and it always leads to you
These days I find
You’re always on my mind
I‘m high up on a tightrope and I got to get to you
OK, I’ve just totally filled up your friends page, and I’ll shut up now and leave youse alone.
Love julie