confusion
i saw karen tonite.
it took me a few seconds to realize who it was, i didn't even recognize her.
and she's coming back... next year.
I've also decided that of all the boys I work with (up front) Matt is probably if not definately THE cutest... ::melts:: I love Matt... he's such a sweetheart
Jessie says I shouldn't forgive Kelly... she says that if one of her friends did that to her she wouldn't look at them again... But I'm not so sure... I'll admit that after not talking to her for so long, that it feels like we're not even friends... but part of me thinks she doesn't care... I was upset... I was depressed... and every time I saw her she was laughing and joking and ignoring me... so I guess she doesn't care... which makes me think that maybe I shouldn't either... I don't know what I feel though... part of me misses her, and the other part, well the other part is still angry with her, the part thats been annoyed with her juvenile attitude for a long while now, thats been moving forward and feeling like she's still back there... But kels my blood... kels my best friend... even if we ahven't talked all week I still consider her my friend... even if she does think I'm exaggerating and blowing things out of proportion and being unreasonable... I don't know... Im not sure about nething
oh and i forgot about my psych meeting today... go me
and I might get kicked out of school
oh and the boy I heart still hasn't noticed that I care... he barely spoke to me today... it saddened me
yeah my life sucks... neone want to trade???
oh but I forgot... none of you like me anymore
it took me a few seconds to realize who it was, i didn't even recognize her.
and she's coming back... next year.
I've also decided that of all the boys I work with (up front) Matt is probably if not definately THE cutest... ::melts:: I love Matt... he's such a sweetheart
Jessie says I shouldn't forgive Kelly... she says that if one of her friends did that to her she wouldn't look at them again... But I'm not so sure... I'll admit that after not talking to her for so long, that it feels like we're not even friends... but part of me thinks she doesn't care... I was upset... I was depressed... and every time I saw her she was laughing and joking and ignoring me... so I guess she doesn't care... which makes me think that maybe I shouldn't either... I don't know what I feel though... part of me misses her, and the other part, well the other part is still angry with her, the part thats been annoyed with her juvenile attitude for a long while now, thats been moving forward and feeling like she's still back there... But kels my blood... kels my best friend... even if we ahven't talked all week I still consider her my friend... even if she does think I'm exaggerating and blowing things out of proportion and being unreasonable... I don't know... Im not sure about nething
oh and i forgot about my psych meeting today... go me
and I might get kicked out of school
oh and the boy I heart still hasn't noticed that I care... he barely spoke to me today... it saddened me
yeah my life sucks... neone want to trade???
oh but I forgot... none of you like me anymore