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Thanks for the comments, they mean a lot to me, I don't think I ever told you that. This entry is in regards to the comments from my last entry:
I don't think that there is anything wrong with joining the coast gaurd, they are just going to be leaving for their own bootcamp and five month or so training course in which I will not see them and then they are going to live back in New Orleans...I don't know if we are really friends or not It's complicated...they have mannerisms and qualities that I wish I possessed, I kind of leech off of them something that I am not proud of but do nonetheless. Being with them kind of parallels with being a freshman flirting with the star senior, a situation I never found myself in and never missed. As for putting myself out there, I find that to be a sign of self-advertisement I don't want to have to convince people on first meeting that I am someone WORTH knowing but I guess this is how the world is. A time of blurb reading and less-than-a-minute commercials, throwing your best at people to see who will "buy."
I don't think that there is anything wrong with joining the coast gaurd, they are just going to be leaving for their own bootcamp and five month or so training course in which I will not see them and then they are going to live back in New Orleans...I don't know if we are really friends or not It's complicated...they have mannerisms and qualities that I wish I possessed, I kind of leech off of them something that I am not proud of but do nonetheless. Being with them kind of parallels with being a freshman flirting with the star senior, a situation I never found myself in and never missed. As for putting myself out there, I find that to be a sign of self-advertisement I don't want to have to convince people on first meeting that I am someone WORTH knowing but I guess this is how the world is. A time of blurb reading and less-than-a-minute commercials, throwing your best at people to see who will "buy."