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[deadxwhitexgirl]

Hmm... whats been going on lately... nothing really. i dont think
anything exciting happened. well yesterday i went home with alex and
julie came too. then i went to this barbeque thing. i want food now. i
got home and burned myself two cds. and then i went on the porch and
nearly fell asleep listening to them at around 1ish. the air was so
rich last night. it at first just reminded me of the fall air, when you
can practically put the word fall into a smell and that would be it.
but it also reminded me of when i was in the shack. and that smell made
me a little sad. like towards the beginning of 8th grade... and when i
was first starting to be friends with like steffi and jenny, and
ashley. and it reminded me of those days. the smell was so distinct...
i cant explain it. it was around this time of year, maybe a month
later, and i just remember it so well because it was so new to me. so
when i was being reminded of it last night, i was reminded of when i
was new to everything. i cant really explain it, this probably sounds
like a bunch of nonsense. but to me it makes sense. o well...