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a small sample bar of soap came in the mail today. it smelled exactly like your old condo. the smell didnt sting like i expected. actually, it was kind of nice. it reminded me of cat videos and dancing to raphael saadiq in the kitchen. your feet on top of mine. your hair smelling dirty. the kids arguing over the xbox. the memories didnt feel desperate. they didnt feel like a loss. there was no resentment or animosity. just a simple calm and smile happy for the moments i had.
it took a year but im happy for you.
wherever you are.
it took a year but im happy for you.
wherever you are.