Sep 15, 2005 16:15
And yet another post, meant for livejournal, made on Microsoft word. How lovely. Great, so it’s 4:00 now. That means I have about another hour until I have to be at Subway; this day has gone wonderfully so far.
The source of my frustration lies in loneliness, boredom and … disappointment?
The boredom problem is attempting to fix itself by filling space with useless jobs and working out. I worked out 2.5 hours last night. It was great.
Monday- School from 7:00-3:25
Work from 3:35-6:30
Working out from 6:40-9:30…?
Tuesday-same schedule
Wednesday-same schedule
Thursday-School from 7:00-3:25
Work from 5:00-9:00
Working out from 9:15-11:00…?
Friday-same schedule?
Saturday-work from whenever to whenever
Go straight to my second job until like 10:00
Hang out with Dani, doing nothing at all. Until 12:00
Sunday-I have not one clue, probably doing nothing at all
The boredom is showing in how I treat people. ::coughs:: bored with what?!? Think about it. NO EXCITEMENT!
Disappointment is coming out with being really OCD lately. As in…rearranging ketchup packets on the table and trying to even out the squishy stuff; as in…burning 333.3 calories on the cross-trainer.
All of this winds up leading to lots and lots of caffeine. Like: this morning I had a large diet coke from Chick-fil-A and about 10-15 minutes later I bought myself a 24 oz cappuccino from the gas station and during lunch I had a 20 oz diet coke.
I have 2, probably 3 now, C’s and one A; the rest are B’s
It’s not like I’m not trying, I am. I study for fucking Mrs. Gray’s tests, but that woman is freaking senile! She can’t teach! ::puts gun to mouth:: Mrs. Schmidt is just a bitch who doesn’t know how to even act smart. Mrs. Lynn just needs to retire or fall off another ladder.
Hey! It’s 4:15, I can start walking in about ::thinks:: 25 minutes!!!!12!1121~~!!@